I woke up this beautiful Saturday morning to a gentle spring rain...not the hard downpour that winter storms bring but the soft rain that holds the promise of May flowers.
Just about now with the earth awakening from it's winter slumber, I have the tendency to want to rush spring...to wish away the dreariness of March and hurry in the warmth of April.
If I am not careful, my life can begin to feel like a series of destinations and not a joy-filled journey. I can miss out on the everyday moments of life in the hurry to get on to the next thing.
I am savorying my reading of Ann Voskamp's one thousand gifts - a dare to live fully right where you are...It is not a book to be rushed through. The truths she writes are ones to be tasted slowly, rolled around in your mind and then absorbed of over time.
She speaks of our tendency to live our lives in a hurry offering this quote by Evelyn Underhill, "On every level of life, from housework to heights of prayer, in all judgement and efforts to get things done, hurry and impatience are sure marks of the amateur."
If you were to ask my children they would tell you that I am always rushing...that I need to slow down. I try to live my life on the tightest of schedules allowing pockets of time to accomplish what must be accomplished or else...
or else what?
What would happen if the dishes went undone while I spent time with my husband?...If I didn't get the shopping done by a certain hour choosing instead to play a little while longer with a grandchild? If I spent too long in the garden enjoying the flowers and it cut into my time vacuuming the house? If I sat and visited with my daughter and didn't get to my latest craft project? If I allowed myself more time than what was on my daily schedule in quiet reflection with my Savior, counting my blessings and laughing over his gifts and failed to start the laundry by 9:00 a.m.?
It seems I never have enough time to get it all done...I am always looking for that extra hour in the day.
"I speak to God: I don't really want more time; I just want enough time. Time to breathe deep and time to see real and time to laugh long, time to give You glory and rest deep and sing joy and just enough time in a day not to feel hounded, pressed, driven, or wild to get it all done---yesterday...I just want time to do my one life well." Ann Voskamp
How does this slowing down of life begin? Where does the joy in the everyday start?
"Time is a relentless river. It rages on, a respecter of no one. And this, this is the only way to slow time: When I fully enter time's swift current, enter into the current moment with the weight of all my attention, I slow the torrent with the weight of me all here. I can slow the torrent by being all here. I only live the full life when I live fully in the moment. And when I'm always looking for the next glimpse of glory, I slow and enter. And time slows...I have lived the runner, panting ahead in worry, pounding back in regrets, terrified to live in the present, because here-time asks me to do the the hardest of all: just open wide and receive. This is where God is. In the present. I AM---His very name." Ann Voskamp
It begins right here...by enjoying the present...by building our lives upon giving thanks and acknowledgement to God for each gift, in every moment...no matter how small and insignificant it may seem in light of the world crashing down around us. To live fully and be present, with Him.
"Let your roots grow down into him, and let your lives be built on him. Then your faith will grow strong in the truth you were taught, and you will overflow with thankfulness" Colossians 2:7 Memory verse #6
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